We are not supposed to understand all that God is doing in our lives. We can allow ourselves to get confused and discouraged if we think we need to fully understand everything going on in our lives. However that is not faith. Faith requires us to trust God even when we may have no idea what is taking place in our lives. This is why many of us do not grow in our faith; we are too scared to step out and trust God more.
Christians like to say that God’s ways are not our ways and His thoughts are not our thoughts. But when we say it do we really think about what that means? We are not meant to fully understand God. The way He operates is on a level beyond human comprehension. Even the way He thinks is over us. Don’t try to understand everything about Him, just believe that He has everything under control. Believe in your heart that He is the same God you claim He is with your mouth. Trust Him!