God is building up your strength, character, and trust in Him. You wonder sometimes, “Why Lord? Why are You allowing this to happen?” You have been going through this trial for a few months, maybe even years. You have prayed, studied the Scriptures, and even examined yourself thoroughly. Yet the trial still remains! God is not punishing you my friend, He is making you stronger.
God has a magnificent task just for you. However, you may not be ready to handle that duty just yet. So Christ is allowing you to be tested so that you will come out on the other side stronger, wiser, and better than you ever imagined you could be. Don’t give up friend. PLEASE! Do not give up. Stay strong and endure as a Spirit filled child of the True and Living God!